love

So i was in the process of helping out a friend when i came to an awesome realization.
i think back on my time in high school as a christian, and i look at the commitments i made to God.
one of them was to not date or get in a relationship until college.
recently i was challenged to look back on that time, and i remember how insecure and worthless i felt or sometimes still feel when there is no guy interested in me.
but heres where God revealed Himself last night..
God knew my heart, He knew my goals, and He knew my commitment to HIM.
when there was no guy trying to get in the way and change that, it showed that God was actually respecting and protecting my heart.
so this has changed EVERYTHING about the way i view things now.
my God loves me, and He isnt trying to rob me of love, He is protecting my heart so that it can love.
THANKYOU JESUS.