2 Corinthians 5:2-3

Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed instead with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not be found naked.

Monday, December 27, 2010

12/25/10

Luke 2:10 ... I bring you good news of great joy that will be for ALL the people.
Why have we all of a sudden let people turn our good news into something were ashamed of, or scared to stand up for. Our good news brings us joy, why isn't that desirable. It's because they can't see our joy..
What are we failing in...? Luke 24:52-53..
Then they worshiped him and returned to Jerusalem with great joy. And they stayed continually at the temple, praising God.

thought 12/25/10

even though i was in a very awkward situation, i actually love how they notice that i'm uncomfortable or that im different. that they see the warm people as cold, its more real in that environment, when im so used to fake.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

communion

It's like I'm always hungry for HIS body. But when It comes the time for me to reflect on myself, and realize why i even get to eat HIS body, it becomes extremely hard to swallow

hold me to this

I'm ready. To take this on. I don't care how much I have to shoulder.
I don't care if it's awkward, or hard, discouraging, or hopeless.
Because it can also be life changing, effective, encouraging,
hard, better, meaningful, amazing. Why leave his eternity up
to a few comments. Comments that will be controlled and manipulated
by the devil. Why not show and say something that only proves
JESUS. I don't want to leave it up to him. The fact is, I need to
do something in order for something new to happen. And I want
something new to happen!
October 13, 2010

Quotes

"i think the saddest part of getting so consumed with music that has nothing to do with God, is that thats the melody thats going on in your heart all the time."

"God always connects our relationship with Him to our relationships with others."

-FRANCIS CHAN-

"be the spark forsake your pride"

"ill give you all i have left, a strained outstretched hand"

-THE BEAUTIFUL REPUBLIC-


from the fool that fell for you

I think sometimes I forget how lucky I am. How much God loves me. how much I took and take for granted, even though I don’t see it yet. I forget how God supplies what I need. I just looked back on something, something that made me feel amazing, loved, beautiful, but something I ended giving up, but I couldn’t even focus on the fact that I didn’t have it anymore. All I could focus on was how God still made me feel amazing, loved and beautiful, and I didn’t even notice. Sometimes what you give up isn’t a sacrifice at all, because really, if you do it because your obeying JESUS, then He’ll replace those worldly worth’s with some that give so much more truth. Sometimes I takes looking back on what you had, to see what God has really given you.

11/21/10

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Poem 11/18/10

all the ways you messed with my head
turned and twisted the truths I knew
my heart was fragile, your schemes perfected
knowing which darkness could blacken my light
my lack of knowledge allowed light to diminish
my naïveness thought it was still there
you take mistakes and turn them into character
numb to grace but never not aware of it
your expectations were low and easy to please
left me falsely believing I had achieved
your opportunity arose October ninetieth
the night I hid broken
, with nothing to believe
you took it and ran, I did nothing but follow
nothing I thought yet it took everything I knew
throwing me into things I thought would prove worth
your words in my head convincing me I was dirt
a new belief became of it, one with no hope
yet it strung me along because I thought it would work
a tiring cycle of empty pleasure and tears
somehow I ended up writing this here
I recognized your wickedness, deceit and incompetence
you expanded my weakness, made me succumb to your power
but I stand here now with incomparable strength
as you tremble below me because you have nothing I fear
you see, your words only worked before I knew truth
JESUS changed this person you once used
for the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing,
but to us who are being saved, it is the power of God.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Coach Carter

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. 
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. 
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. 
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking 
so that other people won't feel insecure around you. 
We were all meant to shine, as children do.
It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

10/8/10

I want to see your beauty in the sky. Not just in pictures. I want to look out, and be completely overwhelmed by you. A time where when I think I couldn't feel your love any more, but you prove me wrong by lighting up my eyes, igniting my soul. A feeling that expands throughout my heart. A beauty that captures my being. An opportunity to allow my spirit to worship yours. A sky that causes me to fall on my knees because I cant imagine how much you could possibly love me if you made it just for me.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

9/25/10

im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done
PLEASE GOD LET THESE WORDS BE TRUE.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

9/23/10

i love how God gives us other people who love JESUS,
people who you can pray with,
and just accept and claim their words as your own,
the way it brings you closer with them and with God.

tonight we had a JESUS group, where we just prayed together.
me, madpal, travis, cameron, bryce, and gustavo.
and it amazes me how someone elses prayer to God can just be exactly whats on your heart too,
how we all pray to the same God,
have different lives and different problems,
but are still able to relate together on such another level,
a level of communication with our God.
wow.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Lord of the Rings

Its like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered.
Full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn’t want to know the end.
Because how could the end be happy?
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened?
But in the end, its only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
Those were the stories that stayed with you.
That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why.
But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now.
Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only they didn't.
they kept going because they were holding on to something.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Dear, Woodland

This commitment isn’t going to be easy. When JESUS committed to changing the world, He had to suffer and die before He had His victory. JESUS never gave up.
He didn’t stop when the flesh was torn from His back
when He was so whipped He was unrecognizable
He didn’t stop when a nail was hammered into his wrists and feet
when He was thirsty and tired
He didn’t stop when blood ran into His eyes from the thorns digging into His head
He didn’t even stop when a person in His same position mocked Him..

He finished what He committed to doing. I highly doubt we will experience that kind of suffering.
but WHY WOULD WE NOT DO EVERYTHING.. IF IT WORKS.
JESUS did that to change the world, why would we expect to do any less to change woodland..

Dear, Woodland

Dear Woodland,


I write this letter for you. My name is Elizabeth. I am a girl that hang out with a group of silly, goofy, crazy, knuckleheads. JESUS has my heart, and i will never stop searching for His. I love reading the Bible. His word gives me so much more life. I love worshiping Him too. I am a part of a group that loves eachother and everyone else.
the reason I am writing you this letter is because I refuse to ignore the death I see all around me. the life I have can no longer bare the pain of loneliness and discouragement. I am tired of leaving so much change up to chance. So I am going to do something.

I am refusing to believe the lies of this town, I know truth
I am through with compromise, I want change
I will never settle, my worth is proved by His blood
I am done with defeat, my God is for me

I don’t care what you may think, or say, or do, the Holy Spirit leads me.
and right now, I am being led to cause chaos in the middle of this comfort. I have a passion that can shake darkness. And woodland… im not alone.

Love,
Elizabeth

Romans 8:31
31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?

Monday, August 16, 2010

hm

GOd is so amazing when he presents soemthing to you in form of a burden, but it turns to be this oppertunity that has so much responsibility attached that its scary to think about. but the more you dig into the more you realize how much its a blessing. who am i that God can trust me with this? im ashamed how much i was dreading it, it just shows how near sighted i am when it was first presented to me, because GOd really has way more to this than i could imagine.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

1/5/10

chains of vanity and lust
helplessly determined
blindly entering a world with no cause
temptation only viewed as opportunity
BLIND SO BLIND
see the scars
blood runs down onto the floor
the world deaf to the screams of the soul
it teaches hope and love to all
when it fails you simply brush it off
naive to the cuts and frail bones
your life lived in chains
do what you want and never realize
the grips getting tighter
bruises and scabs cover your wrists
but your living the life your told to live
slowly bleeding but blind to the wounds
and makes fun of Christians in movies and cartoons
wondering why they never reached out to you
content with living life as your told
no Christian ever showed you a life worth leaving the old
BLIND SO BLIND
were all too busy with something useless
complain about the lives were told to live to the fullest
we wonder why people cant see
Christians that compromise and argue mindlessly
where is JESUS in those people
show the world our God is begging
its full of pride and neglect of humanity
we need to show it our absolute humility
those people are bleeding because we are failing
we will not defeat darkness with attitudes of flesh
only with JESUS will this red world be fixed.
OPEN YOUR EYES.

7/11/10

I feel like my heart is glowing, but everything surrounding it is dying...slowly.
Ash falling choking out my breath,
How can a spark of life cause so much death?
This glowing heart needs to move and spread throughout this darkness,
Fear of losing this light paralyzes it's expansion,
The weight of ash takes over the lightness of freedom,
Everything sinking...
Please don't disappear,
persevere through the heaviness of the dark,
Don't let this heart go,
I can be so much more than this

5/11/10

BITTERNESS PRIDE EVIL AND EASE
why do these things keep you away from me?
YOU are my heart, i long for yours
my messengers fail, come up short
i almost have your heart, i weep for your soul
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU! why cant you hear me?
i thought satan was beneath my heal
yet many accompany him on that level
I WANT YOU I WANT YOU! i love every single part of you
sadly enough i dont have a strong pull
satan's lies get in the way
takes your flesh's desire and throws it in your face
im not what you want
but i will beg for you, for your to be in my arms
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
i cant say it enough
nothing else matters
let it all go
look in MY eyes I will never fall short
come home
i love you
-JESUS

7/27/10

[[i just rewrote the lyrics to tonight by fm static]]

i remember the times we spent together all those drives
we had a million questions all about our lives
we would park and talk still everything was right
i wish you were here with me....tonight
i remember the days we spent together were not enough
we would always try and cook cept we'd always mess up
never thought not having you here now would hurt so much

tonight IVE fallen and i cant get up
i need your loving hands to come and lift me up
and every night i messed up you would help me up
and remind me God is holding me. holding me.
holding me tonight.

i remember the time you told me about the life youd live
and all those things you said that night that just couldnt wait
i remember the car you would drive me in
and the rides we would take
all the times we spilled our soda and stayed out way too late
i remember the time you sat and told me about your JESUS
and how not too look back even if noone believes us
when it hurts so bad sometimes not having you here
i sing...

tonight YOUVE fallen and you WONT get up
i give my loving hands to come and pick you up
but every night i miss you becuase its not enough
its the world thats holding you. holding you. holding you tonight

i sing...

tonight YOUVE fallen and im begging you now
to come and run with me towards something we once found
and every night i miss you i will just look up
and pray that God is holding you. holding you. holding you tonight.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Hebrews 3:12-14

Hebrews 3:12-14

12See to it, brothers, that none of you has a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God. 13But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness. 14We have come to share in Christ if we hold firmly till the end the confidence we had at first.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

JESUS


Francis Chan

just some quotes from His podcast.. 'beware of good liars'. its awesome!

-"it disgusts me how many i can lead astray if i wanted to...why? becuase you dont know this book."
-"how can an evil person tell me to do good things? because those good works are based upon your own pride"
-"our desires go a certain direction our theology follows."
-"we got this weird understanding that if its the poPular view its the right view."

i'm totally fired up right now! just cuz of how easy it is to spend time with God. ya know? i mean i just decided to listen to this podcast while i exercise or while i'm on the internet, and its a way God can teach me things. and it takes almost nothing than just giving up an hour of music. AN HOUR OF MUSIC FOR THE VOICE OF GOD. why not trade it. its so worth it. its so amazing. waste time with GOD.

Friday, June 4, 2010

where we belong

we run to your throne. where we belong.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sanctus Real Lyrics

-I’m so distracted by senseless passions
Tempting my wandering eyes
But every pursuit brings me closer to the truth
That only You can satisfy

-Cuz You can make a weak heart stay alive
Forever
And this is where heaven and earth collide
I lift my hands, I give my life
This is how my weary heart stays alive

-Sometimes I just wish we could say
All the things that are easy to hear
Ignore the injustice we see
And explain every unanswered prayer
But Id rather speak honestly
And wear a tattered heart on my sleeve
Cuz in the middle of my broken dreams
Redemption is here

-Never want to, never wanna be against You
Never meant to, never meant to resist You
I never want to, never want to be against You, against You
Oh, how could I resist You?!

-So I wanna get lost
I wanna get lost in your arms
I wanna get lost
And lose my way into your heart
Cuz there’s so many voices
Telling me how to get lost in this life
So right now I wanna get lost in you
Before I lose myself

-I never imagined at the start
The thousand ways I could find my heart
Caught in a web of compromise
Stuck in the prison of my own lies

-Dear Heart, you're in the wrong place,
Looking out for yourself no matter what I say.
And I know that you're holding me back,
And it's time for a change, so I'm giving you away.

Heart, you've let me down,
Chasing love where it can't be found.
And Heart, we've fallen out,
Cause all of your emotions
Have led me to doubt. Only Jesus can save us now.


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Psalm 18:1-20

I love you, O LORD, my strength.

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

I call to the LORD, who is worthy of praise,
and I am saved from my enemies.

The cords of death entangled me;
the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.

The cords of the grave coiled around me;
the snares of death confronted me.

In my distress I called to the LORD;
I cried to my God for help.
From his temple he heard my voice;
my cry came before him, into his ears.

The earth trembled and quaked,
and the foundations of the mountains shook;
they trembled because he was angry.

Smoke rose from his nostrils;
consuming fire came from his mouth,
burning coals blazed out of it.

He parted the heavens and came down;
dark clouds were under his feet.

He mounted the cherubim and flew;
he soared on the wings of the wind.

He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him—
the dark rain clouds of the sky.

Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced,
with hailstones and bolts of lightning.

The LORD thundered from heaven;
the voice of the Most High resounded.

He shot his arrows and scattered the enemies ,
great bolts of lightning and routed them.

The valleys of the sea were exposed
and the foundations of the earth laid bare
at your rebuke, O LORD,
at the blast of breath from your nostrils.

He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
he drew me out of deep waters.

He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.

They confronted me in the day of my disaster,
but the LORD was my support.

He brought me out into a spacious place;
he rescued me because he delighted in me.

The LORD has dealt with me according to my righteousness;
according to the cleanness of my hands he has rewarded me.

Friday, March 26, 2010

PLEAD.

i love JESUS, and i want everyone to know it. i want everyone to see and experience His love like i did tonight. i just had the most powerful SPIRIT filled hour, and i cant get it through my head that there are people living life without ever experiencing God like that! YOU NEED JESUS. i dont care who you are, i love you and i DONT want you to live your life then spend eternity without so much as a drop of water in hell. i want to worship next to you, i want to pray with you, read with you, grow with you. YOU NEED JESUS. i will spend my WHOLE life trying to prove that to hard hearts. once you have this, once you have God's HOLY SPIRIT, you cant help but express love, feel God's love and share it. please please if you want to know more if you know you hunger for something better than life. talk to me! please! (530) 867-7208

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

JESUS

THE BLOOD OF JESUS, CAN WASH YOU'RE PAIN AWAY

Sunday, February 14, 2010

you are my love, my life, always forever.