Recent Thoughts

When your asked the question, do you love JESUS more than sin, you better look at your life and see if it can prove your answer.

its amazing to think, being in the middle of your shame, thinking, deserving, to sit there and cry abandoned, yet knowing JESUS is still with you. when you dont deserve it at all. Jesus is amazing.

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JESUS is painting a portrait of a STORM,

yet he has followers that arnt even willing to make a RIPPLE.

Halloween Epiphany

the world constantly is throwing situations and challenges at me everyday that are just SCREAMING, 'i need a boyfriend in order to be happy'. but i know that isn't true. and sometimes when i feel things would just be so much easier if i did have one, those days i feel completely alone and miserable, i remember, all these days are just little battles, and instead of focusing on the battles, i need to focus on the war. because really, i'm NOT alone, i have JESUS, and those nights spent with him just makes me an even stronger better follower of JESUS. it molds me into the person HE wants me to be. every night working on myself with JESUS will prepare me for the relationship that will be completely centered around him in my future.

Poem 10/19

I'm too ashamed to lift my face, yet still have walls of pride

Not feeling near you slows me down, allowing flesh to take over my passionate side

You saw the wretched side of me as you faced your death

All you did was for my love, but still I forget

You gave me something to remember, a time to repent

Those humble hands I made bleed, still catch me when I fall

His scars will always be there, yet my shame he took away

It isn’t fair he bore MY death and im so stupid not to take the next step

Examine my faults and discipline me, you deserve SO much more, this isn’t all I can be

No matter where I am, its just you and I, keep me in your presence, keep my by your side.

LYRICS.

"Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet you love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
As I exhale I hear your voice
And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you
And life is now worth living
If only because of you"
-Relient K

CHOOSE MODESTY!!!!!!

~ A Christian Guy - Age 20 ~
Let’s be honest. We’re men, and we’re responsible for ourselves. We’re responsible for our thoughts, for our lusts, for our character. We won’t be able to blame the girls when we’re called to give account for it in the judgment day. We won’t be able to say like Adam, “The woman you made…”

In fact, the Bible warns us that if our eyes are causing us to offend, it would be better to pluck it out than to allow it to lead us astray. Now you girls don’t want that to happen… Please?

We are responsible for bringing these senses into subordination to the will of God. We’re trying. And we get tested every day. That’s our job wherever we are, whether in the world or in church. But quite honestly, we’d rather do our battles with the world than with our sisters in Christ.


SEE MORE at http://www.therebelution.com/blog/

Poem 9/28/08

who would of known that a summer fling would turn into a spring fall.
a beautiful friendship would cause a horrible abandonment.
the memories i NEVER wanted to forget are now the things i HATE to remember.
an awful situation would open my eyes.
a mindset of taking risks would forever be on pause.
an empty and vaccant heart would be filled with the love of JESUS.
a handfull of guilt and a pocket full of sin would be forgived and made new.
the same brain would have a completly new perspective.
that my life would be changed from the inside out because of a relashionship with JESUS that i will NEVER let go.

Poem 3/30

standing in the place you dwell.
surrounded by hearts set on you, because blood and water fell.
embraced by your comfort and outstretched arms.
ashamed of my past but guilt no longer lasts.
splinters dug deep so i may be free.unbarable pain inflicted for you and me.
my KING was crucified for life to hold meaning.
he went through lashes, starvation and brutal beatings.
an image that makes my body shutter.
emos, atheists, hypocrites and cutters.
my GOD cries out cuz his love they dont know.
i make a commitment my life will show!!!

Poem 9/14

Make me thirst for all that you are
A heart tugging moment where it seems too hard
Drown me in challenges you know i can overcome
I cant do it on my own, JESUS let me run
Never let me stop or take my eyes off the goal
With you ill rise above all the lies ive been told
My past amounts to nothing, not a care in the world
A new life rebiuld, JESUS forgetting the old
This heart of fless gone away
JESUS deserving all my praise
I could never imagine the weight of my sin
The pain and my shame he took upon him
The reason i run and never look back
Is becasue my KING saved me before i could ask