communion 2/18/11

i dont, ever did, deserve this, i dont want to swollow that bread or drink that wine, becuase i am so wretched, and it is so hard to think that you did what you did for me... No, that is a burden to bear, it is love...love... wow i dont deserve any kind of it, but i know what you have done is TRUTH, and why would i let me, the person that caused this mess, to get in the way of accepting it...

this gave me new life, new heart, new pain.

2/18/11

what can is say

what can i do

but offer this heart oh God

completely to you

this heart that is...

yet this heart is what you want from me

and all i can think of is how GOOD you are

becasue when its up to YOU

my heart isnt any of the things I make it

its a part of YOU