so in chapel Travis talked about how God gives each of us what we need for each day, and how when we take our eyes off of what we have, and look at others, we become discontent.
ive been doing this way too much lately. and theres lots of influences and reasons why, but its all on me, im responsible for how i react to what is given to me. im so sick and tired of feeling like this. because HE knows what i need to serve HIM for the day, why would i question it, or want more, or even less? idk i just cant stop thinking about it. there's no way i can do this without God. but theres also no way id ever want to do this without God. so win win. so to those readers, look at what Gods given you, and DO SOMETHING with it. and its okay to look at what HE's given others too, only if your looking to encourage them toward fruitfulness, if not, don't force dissatisfaction on yourself. you have a reason to be joyful. God put something inside you that connects with something HE's given you today, don't let anything ruin that. its not worth it. your eyes wander easily, but it takes training to keep them on JESUS. i'm refreshing my heart and my mind, and re-training my eyes. and its already exciting me.