hold me to this

I'm ready. To take this on. I don't care how much I have to shoulder.

I don't care if it's awkward, or hard, discouraging, or hopeless.

Because it can also be life changing, effective, encouraging,

hard, better, meaningful, amazing. Why leave his eternity up

to a few comments. Comments that will be controlled and manipulated

by the devil. Why not show and say something that only proves

JESUS. I don't want to leave it up to him. The fact is, I need to

do something in order for something new to happen. And I want

something new to happen!
October 13, 2010